1st Pregnancy

Monday, May 08, 2006

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Dear Baby,

Mummy home alone today. Daddy working afternoon shift. Mummy feel very lousy. Vomitted again this morning. Last night I manage to sleep only for one hour. I was too tired to sleep. Yesterday I had a busy day. Two days ago I only manage to sleep for 2 hours. I have problems sleeping but yesterday I was sleepy but just too tired. It was so frustrating.

Yesterday morning when I was about to fall asleep, the home phone and handphone kept on ringing. I gave up. I answered the phone call. It was one of your daddy's family members. She asked for help and wanted to come over. I was dead tired and sleepy. I told her I open the door and she help herself in. Not long after that, I realise something not right. I went out of my room to ask her what's wrong. Why she need to go to hospital. She told me the reason and off we go. I went with her and one for your uncle. After spending about 4hours as the hospital we went to have our late lunch. I was almost hypo but I controlled myself and try not to walk too much. If I use too much energy, the hypo will happen even faster.

After late lunch, we left the hospital at about 5.15pm. I called daddy asking him to get ready. We took the cab and 2 of our relatives alight at a mrt station. I supposed to pick up dad but he's not ready yet. I have to alight and go home. When daddy is ready we went to my eldest brother's place to send and pick some stuff. We arrived at about 6.30pm and left about 8.15pm. My sister in law gave me a lot of advice about pregnancy and after delivery. I am thankful for that. I find most of her advice are logical. I am much more happier and positive after hearing her advice.

After that we rushed to daddy's parents place. We bought some food for your grandparents. After buying all the food we arrived at your grandparents place at 9pm. Yesterday 7th May is your grandfather's birthday. Today 8th May is your Uncle Nazri birthday. We stayed until 10.30 or so. That's explain why mummy so tired. Mummy go to 3 places in one day. You didn't move much during the day time.

We reached home at about 11.15pm. By the time I finished bathing and praying, daddy was fast asleep. Daddy did not talk to you yesterday. He was too tired. I tried to relax myself. You kicked while I was praying. After that you didn't kick till 11am. I was worried. When daddy wakes up, I asked daddy to hear you heart beat. After that I hear your heart beat too. You have constant heartbeat momentum. I think you are sleeping or just tired. I don't know. So far you never stop kicking for 12hours. Usually u will kick every 45mins in the late afternoon till next morning. You will stop kicking for 2 hours in the morning. I am sleepy now, but I just don't like to sleep during day time. For 2 days I only have 2 hours of sleep and now I have panda eyes.

Yesterday morning I vomitted twice in the morning and once in the evening. Today I vomitted once in the morning. Seems like I am still vomitting eventhough I am 22 weeks pregnant. Tough... but I just got to endure it. Men are so lucky. When a man vomits, his partner or parents say poor thing and get worried about it. But when a pregnant woman vomit, ohh it's no big deal. It is a norm. Yes it maybe a norm but our throat still hurts. erghhh....

I really feel you are lucky being a boy. You will always get all the attention. If mummy too tired to sleep or have aching body.. people will say it's normal for being pregnant. Eventhough on that day am working or have to go out whole day. But if a man feels tired or have aching body, the woman will have to give a massage and get worried about it.

Women has lots of love. A woman will start to love when she's a child till old age. When she's a child she will love her parents and siblings wholeheartedly. When she got married, she will devote her life to her husband. When she have kids, her heart and sould and everything she has will be for her child. This is one of the special quality of a woman.

There are men out there who loves his parents, siblings, wife and children very much. Some men will to sacrifice everything for his wife and children. If there's a Award winning hubby of the year, I will know who to give it to. I believe some of my friends will have their own candidate too. *wink*wink* to Twinzmom and Evayanti hehehehe Evayanti a lucky woman!

I stop for now. I just want you to know one of the special qualities a woman has. That is lots of LOVE. This is so that you will treasure your mummy and you wife when you grow up years to come. I know it seems like I am complaining all the time. But I am just trying to tell you the feeling of being pregnant and being a woman. Not all man can understand this. It is important for men to know because women need lots of moral support and love. I want you to be the best son, husband, father and in short the best human being as you can be. And always respect women. That's why "Heaven Under Mother’s Feet…" Read the Quran to find out more.

Hugs
Mummy