1st Pregnancy

Wednesday, August 09, 2006

continuation part 1

Dear Hilman,

You are sleeping right now. Mummy don't want to sleep. Feel like it is a waste of time to sleep during day time.

Let's continue from the previous post...

Daddy finally excused from reservist for a few hours. I told him to wait for the doctor to see us. The doctor explain the situation and he said it is okay if I really need to go for the operation tonight. The doctor said it's okay. He let us settled down first. Daddy left at about 11am. He came back later in the evening. Uncle Kip and Uncle Adam and wife visited me. I don't really remember what happened during that day. During the hospital stay the nurses kept on doing CTG and checking my high blood pressure. At about 1am on Saturday, the doctor called me. He asked me if I am having contractions. I said I don't know. But I can feel pain around my tummy area. I thought my baby was playing. The doctor confirmed that I am having contractions and want me to go to first stage room. So I went to the room. I called daddy and told him that I am having contractions. I told him I want him to come early so that I can see him before the operation.

Daddy came at about 5am. He was there and we spent some time together. Everything happened so fast that I have no time to feel scared. Out of sudden I was asked to change, take medication.. out of sudden a man in blue came in with a bed.. after that I was pushed to operating theatre. Daddy kissed me before I enter the lift. I can see his worried face. That is already satisfying for me to see that daddy is worried for us hehehehe Some men will say that giving birth is a natural process and every women go through it. Those people are selfish. so you don't be like them okay? Nauzubillah..

When I entered the operating theatre, it was so cold. I can't take it. I actually shivered. But after they push me further I feel okay. I was asked a few questions in the operating theatre. I was put to GA. Later they put a few things on me and asked me to look at a light. Later I knocked out. The operation should start at 7.30am. Seems like in a minute I woke up. I can hear my doctor and the GA doctor voice. I groan in pain. I told them it's painful. They say I have to bear with it because the cannot give me any more painkiller. I said my tummy feel so tight. My gyne quickly asked his assistant to loosen the bind. After that I feel okay. He said baby is fine. And baby looks like me and very cute. Very chubby. I smiled and said thank you. I was pushed to a room where I felt very cold at first. I asked for a blanket. I can't take the coldness. After that I was to a lift and when I came out I saw daddy. He looked very happy and relieved. I was pushed to my room. I settled down and asked are you healthy. Daddy said you are okay and very cute. He showed to me your picture. I was so shocked. You look like me when I was a baby. I smiled and later daddy bring you in to show me.

Daddy told me when he was waiting outside the operating theatre, he met the doctor. The doctor asked daddy if daddy is coming along. Daddy had a shocked hahahhaha Kecut perut! He did not know how to react. He thought he cannot be in the operating theatre during the surgery. The doctor just walked off when see daddy very shocked khrekrhekhrekhrek..

ok la.. I continue later.. tired laa

Love
Mummy