1st Pregnancy

Friday, November 03, 2006

Catz

Dear Hilman,

We have not finish visiting. We still have a few more houses to go. Daddy enjoying Hari Raya this year. Relatives are happy to see you. Next week we will be doa selamat for you.

Today we went to one of Daddy's grandma place. Guess what is in the house?! TWO HUGE CATS. It is so much bigger than my friend's cat. This cat is just like any ordinary cat but the size is so huge. The cats are even bigger than you. I think the diameter of it's tail is the same diameter as your arm.

Mummy very very very afraid of cats. I remembered my friend told me to be brave because I need to protect you. Yes I was so scared the cat will jump on you. I think you will be squashed if the cats jump on you. I hugged you tightly. Protecting you. The cats kept on wanting to go near mummy. The cats can sense that mummy is very scared. I even put up my feet on the sofa. When grandma carry you, I was worried that the cats will go to grandma and the cats will harm you. I was so scared.

Now why mummy so scared of cats. I was told by my family that when I was very young, we have a few cats at home. One of the cats was very fierce. There was once I wanted to play with the cat. I was a baby at that time. I wanted to touch the cat's tail. The cat scratched my forehead till it's nail stuck at my forehead that I have to be rushed to the hospital. Till now I have the mark on my forehead. My dad was so upset. The next day my daddy put the cat at Kaki Bukit Primary School. At least there were canteen food to feed the cat. Another incident I saw a cat attack my sister's hand that she had to get stitches across her palm. Since then I was afraid of cats till now. It gave me bumps. Due to the incident I have to go through minor surgery to remove the cat's nail.

I tried not to be afraid of cats. But it's not the time yet. Maybe I have to go through some theraphy. But the cat I saw was very huge.

I stop here for now. You are awake and wants to play

Love
Mummy