1st Pregnancy

Monday, February 05, 2007

Mummy needs to be well.

Dear son,

Thanks for accompanying me to the hospital today. Today we went for a follow check up at SGH. Daddy came along with us too. Thanks daddy for accompanying me. I feel I need you to know what is happening to mummy. Hopefully you will take care of your health when you grow up and don't end up like mummy. Recently mummy always fall sick. It is confirmed that mummy experiencing stomach ulcer. I will have to see a specialist in April. According to doctors mummy experience stomach ucler because of stress and irregular meals. I experienced terrible pain in October 2006 and January 2007. Most doctors told me that the medicaton the GP gave me is one of the best. But it seems like it is not helping me at all. Therefore I have no choice but to go to A&E. In January 2007, the doctor wants me to be hospitalised. Mummy refused. I can't bear to be away from you. So far I have not felt much pain. I thought I am well.

To my dismay the doctor found out that there is something not right on my right tummy. He said it is my intestine area. I have to go for a womb scan in 2 weeks time. In one month time I have to go for a follow up check up and to get the result. In April I have to see a specialist for my stomach ulcer. Next 2 weeks is my appointment to scan my womb. The doctor just want to make sure my c-sect is okay.

First time in my life I have this urge to be well. I don't want to be sick. I want to be healthy so that I can take care of you. I want to be with you always. I am shocked with the doctor's findings. When I am out of the doctor's room, I just want to hug you. You are my strength. I love you very much my son. I you and daddy's love and support. You are my strength and daddy is my comfort. I need both of you in my life.

Today you are 6 months old. You can..
1. Crawl backwards
2. Grab anything within your reach
3. You talk a lot
4. You like to eat fruits
5. You love to suck your toe and fingers
6. You love to go out, sometimes you are cranky at home but once you are out of the house you turn out to be a cheerful baby!
7. You love to hear me sing 'tepuk amai-amai'. Eventhough when I sing it very softly or just pretend to sing.. you still laugh and you will know what song I am singing. And you know what.. daddy never hear me sing in his life! hhahahahaha

Son, you are everything to me. You light up my life.

Love
Mummy