1st Pregnancy

Wednesday, August 09, 2006

continuation part 1

Dear Hilman,

You are sleeping right now. Mummy don't want to sleep. Feel like it is a waste of time to sleep during day time.

Let's continue from the previous post...

Daddy finally excused from reservist for a few hours. I told him to wait for the doctor to see us. The doctor explain the situation and he said it is okay if I really need to go for the operation tonight. The doctor said it's okay. He let us settled down first. Daddy left at about 11am. He came back later in the evening. Uncle Kip and Uncle Adam and wife visited me. I don't really remember what happened during that day. During the hospital stay the nurses kept on doing CTG and checking my high blood pressure. At about 1am on Saturday, the doctor called me. He asked me if I am having contractions. I said I don't know. But I can feel pain around my tummy area. I thought my baby was playing. The doctor confirmed that I am having contractions and want me to go to first stage room. So I went to the room. I called daddy and told him that I am having contractions. I told him I want him to come early so that I can see him before the operation.

Daddy came at about 5am. He was there and we spent some time together. Everything happened so fast that I have no time to feel scared. Out of sudden I was asked to change, take medication.. out of sudden a man in blue came in with a bed.. after that I was pushed to operating theatre. Daddy kissed me before I enter the lift. I can see his worried face. That is already satisfying for me to see that daddy is worried for us hehehehe Some men will say that giving birth is a natural process and every women go through it. Those people are selfish. so you don't be like them okay? Nauzubillah..

When I entered the operating theatre, it was so cold. I can't take it. I actually shivered. But after they push me further I feel okay. I was asked a few questions in the operating theatre. I was put to GA. Later they put a few things on me and asked me to look at a light. Later I knocked out. The operation should start at 7.30am. Seems like in a minute I woke up. I can hear my doctor and the GA doctor voice. I groan in pain. I told them it's painful. They say I have to bear with it because the cannot give me any more painkiller. I said my tummy feel so tight. My gyne quickly asked his assistant to loosen the bind. After that I feel okay. He said baby is fine. And baby looks like me and very cute. Very chubby. I smiled and said thank you. I was pushed to a room where I felt very cold at first. I asked for a blanket. I can't take the coldness. After that I was to a lift and when I came out I saw daddy. He looked very happy and relieved. I was pushed to my room. I settled down and asked are you healthy. Daddy said you are okay and very cute. He showed to me your picture. I was so shocked. You look like me when I was a baby. I smiled and later daddy bring you in to show me.

Daddy told me when he was waiting outside the operating theatre, he met the doctor. The doctor asked daddy if daddy is coming along. Daddy had a shocked hahahhaha Kecut perut! He did not know how to react. He thought he cannot be in the operating theatre during the surgery. The doctor just walked off when see daddy very shocked khrekrhekhrekhrek..

ok la.. I continue later.. tired laa

Love
Mummy

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Monday, August 07, 2006

Alhamdulillah.. Subhanallah for HIS gift.

My darling Fa'iz Hilman,

Finally you were born on 5 August 2006, 11 Rejab 1427 Hijrah at 0755 hours. I will change the layout of this blog when am recovered and have the time. We'll find a nice one okay? To recap what happened... all is Almighty Allah's destiny.

On Thursday we went for check up. Doctor asked me to choose a date to deliver. Monday, Tuesday or Wednesday? I told him that I have to discuss with daddy about this. He gave me till Saturday to tell him our decision. I sms daddy and he asked me to check Islamic calendar. After check up I went to Tanglin Mall for a hot drink with Aunty Nadia. She accompanied to the clinic on that day. As soon as I finished drinking, we went window shopping at Tanglin Mall. I was looking for a nursing apron actually. But the one I want was out of stock. The supplier did not bring it in Singapore for months. I bought pillow cases and lettering for your room. Finally I am tired and the time was about 5.30pm. I told Aunty Nadia "Kak Atiah penat ah.. we go supermarket lepas tu balik ah.." She immediately replied "Ingat Kak Atiah tak tau penat. Nadia dah penat ni heheheh." krhekrhekrhe in my heart.. hmm am pregnant yet I have more energy heheheh We went to the supermarket and went home.

In the evening after pizza hut dinner, I rest in my room. Out of sudden I smell smoke. I asked Uncle Mizi, did she smoke? He laughed. Daddy already warned them a few times that they are not allowed to smoke in the house. I began to feel nausea. I can't take it. Tears start to roll on my cheeks. A few minutes later my tummy hurts. I think you are the one who is hurt. I called daddy told him what happened. I checked my urine for albumin. The results was +++. At 8pm it was +++ too. I had no choice but to call the doctor. I argued with Gleaneagles Answering service because she don't want to the doctor. I told her okay fine.. I will take the risk and wait till morning. I am not sure if I should go to the hospital. The staff will be blur because usually the doctor will inform the hospital staff what to do. Finally the answering service put me through on the 3rd line. She could hear me talking to the doctor. The doctor told me go to Mt Alvernia hospital and request for 1 hour CTG. He said don't wait till morning. It is not worth it. My baby's life is so precious. I quickly get ready and asked Uncle Mizi to follow me. I was worried. I cried while I talked to daddy over the phone because of the pain in my tummy. I went to the hospital. I told the doctor's instructions. The nurses did all test and the doctor decided that I need to be warded. He said I will have to deliver the baby soon. He told me he is willing to wait for daddy till Saturday morning only. No later than that. With or without daddy, I have to deliver you. I was warded and called daddy to inform him. Daddy finally reached hospital at 6am. Daddy was excused from reservist for a few hours. Aunty Nadia panicked. I let them be. I just want them to learn to never smoke when there's a pregnant woman around them....