1st Pregnancy

Friday, April 28, 2006

Decisions decisions decisions...

Hi Baby,

Mummy's head is about to explode. I still don't know where to stay after delivery. Mummy prefer to stay at our house. But many people say I won't be able to cope, I will surely need help. Thought of taking a maid but daddy and mummy don't want you to be too attached on the maid and I also need to make sure the maid will do things properly. Once we take a maid we can only return her 2 years later. Another option is to go back to Bedok. There are 6 kids there and plus a lot of shouting from your uncle and aunty scolding their children. Usually when I am there, I can't take it. I will want to go home immediately once I hear the shouting. Bingit!

To ask your grandmother (daddy's mum) to take care of me hmmmm she may be going to Australia for holiday. If she don't, I don't know if she understand the meaning of pain. She is a woman full of endurance. Her daughter and eldest daughter in law went shopping next day after delivery. Her daughter can re-arrange and pushing heavy cabinets after her c sect delivery! They are super woman. I am not sure of my condition. I don't know if I can do that.

Now am looking for some aunty who have nothing to do and would like to make extra income. Her role will be taking care of us when daddy goes to work. I am not sure why people say I won't be able to cope trying to handle everything myself. Only women who had gone through delivery knows best. Daddy said just let it be and see how it goes. I don't know if we can do that. Most women said I have to make advance booking for the massage lady.

I really don't know. erghhhh help!!!

*Hugs*
Mummy

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Monday, April 24, 2006

Kick kick kick...

Dear Baby,

I've been wanting to tell you about this for days. But it kept on slipping from my mind because of too much things to think about. Daddy felt your first kick on 19th April 2006. He was trying to sleep and he put one of his hand on my tummy. Suddenly you kick or nudge him. He loved the feeling. He just don't know how to describe it. Since I was 15 weeks pregnant, I can feel you kicking but daddy did not have the opportunity to feel it. You always kick once and you'll remain quiet. Finally he get to feel your kicking.

There won't be a day you failed to kick or nudge me. It is a funny feeling and sometimes it gives me a shocked especially when I am busy doing something. Usually you will kick when:
1. I am teaching. You will kick during my 2nd hour.
2. When I am playing with another baby or a young boy.
3. Am about to sleep.
4. About 3am and it wakes me up.
5. When my tummy is not in a comfortable position.
6. When am at home and not doing much. Example watching tv or eating. You will not kick when we go out. Daddy always say "Baby suka merayap macam Mummy dia".
7. You will kick when I feel tired of walking.
8.When daddy not talking to you or touching my tummy especially when we are about to sleep.
9. When you kick, I will stroke my tummy but you will not stop kicking. But when you are kicking, daddy place his hand on my tummy, you will stop kicking immediately. How irritating!
10. Everytime we go for a scan, you will move vigorously. It can be your head, body, arm and legs. Most of the time you legs will move. There was once every part of your body moves vigorously.

My darling baby.. what are you doing in my tummy? Is the movements means you are dancing? jogging? or just being playful? Whatever it is.. I love you so much.

Hugx
*Mummy*